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To add another to my already screwed up internals, a fever has come up! Hoorah.
It's been raining every single day now, the air is cold but my body hot.
I'll be fine, though, it's not particularly serious.
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Something different;
This month's (technically, October's) internet is nearing its limit.
Our internet service providers are being extra, extra shady these past couple of months.
We've been limited to 50 Gigabytes per billing cycle and it's absolutely garbage. Compared to the unlimited volume allowance previously.
The worst part is that they didn't even disclose this. No public announcement or anything.
It's not for homes, no. It's purely for mobile.
I'm not fond of it, not one bit.
If I'm gone for a while, you'll know why. I'll probably be back in November 25 or something along those lines.
It's been raining every single day now, the air is cold but my body hot.
I'll be fine, though, it's not particularly serious.
___________________________________
Something different;
This month's (technically, October's) internet is nearing its limit.
Our internet service providers are being extra, extra shady these past couple of months.
We've been limited to 50 Gigabytes per billing cycle and it's absolutely garbage. Compared to the unlimited volume allowance previously.
The worst part is that they didn't even disclose this. No public announcement or anything.
It's not for homes, no. It's purely for mobile.
I'm not fond of it, not one bit.
If I'm gone for a while, you'll know why. I'll probably be back in November 25 or something along those lines.
Personal Issues With Myself
I guess I can spill some beans, yeah?
I'm usually not very good at explaining things in fine detail with my words. I apologize in advance for any confusion.
A few years ago, I suddenly started feeling really down. A lot more down than usual.
I felt lost with my life, I had no vision, no aspirations, no dreams.
Everything I liked doing kinda felt stale for a while.
Eventually, I started disliking myself.
I don't like who I am right now. I want to change.
But I feel really hopeless right now.
I am given no chance to prove my own damn independence. I'm being treated like a child; someone who needs protection 100% of the time. I hate it.
On Hold
My life.
Personal Stuff
So here I am, writing/typing down this little journal entry.
If you haven't known by now, I'm really busy as of late. It's mostly college work and what-not. I try to shrug it off and move on with my days doing what I love.. you know, drawing and stuff.
That said though, I don't really like where my life is heading right now. It is emotionally and psychologically draining me. It bring the question, 'is this what I really want?' constantly through my mind.
I don't like my course.
Hell, I didn't even choose it, it was my father's idea.
I already wasted 3 years into it, but I just can't find a reason to care about it anymore.
People keep te
Some things.
Hey hey.
You might be wondering why I'm not posting as much.
Not to worry, I do that all the time.
However, this time it's different; It's the finals, and I have a lot of other stuff to do other than post some art.
So think of this as an hiatus or something.
Will be back to posting at an irregular rate at least 2 weeks from now.
Thanks for understanding.
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